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Saturday, April 12, 2008
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i want pictures in my blog.  Find a way for me. Studies. finally weekdays ended, it weekend now! i can rest. nah, i need to catch up with my studies, you may think that i'm busying studying as you thought the lacking of updates in my blog. but sadly to say, i'm not studying. :( i'm still in a complacent mode, waiting for my examnation to come nearer and nearer, and seeing myself burning midnight oil. had been really tired every same old school day, lacking of sleep, remedials until 0430pm, life became boring and everyday is listening to lessons,studying, solving difficult algebra questions,crapping with jas, laughing at jas's jokes blah blah, playing the game, "ru gao ni shi mei nu de hua, qi ni blah blah blah " and climbing 6stories high. But PE was fun, i love PE, feel very relax and that was the only lesson i love! we play games(:(:(: and i had been jogging lately to train my PE. jogging is good, stress-releasing, i'm able to concentrate more and sleep soundly. enough of school, i'm getting sick. schooling became part of my life, but i enjoyed(: Heart felt.  Had been thinking much lately.staying at my comfront zone, not stepping out.feeling dry up, physically, emotionally and spiritually.God, pls empower me.had been using my emotionals to control over me and depending too much on my own strenght, feeling so tired.God, pls strenghten me.I cannot move on. with things in my heart, feeling less confidence in the things i do and the way i am, i need to be strong.think positively. shake every dust away on my back and move on with my life. remove every distractions. so hard, but i have too. let my eyes turn away from it and turn upon You. i really feel so tired to overcome it.thank God for my sister, if not for her i wont have stay strong, i want to be stronger in the things i face, i want to let the weak say i have strenght becus of the spirit of God. God, is you la, holding me on, you understand me, only you.how can i ever live w/o You in my life. my overflowing heart. you see people change becus of You. i felt You, did You felt my overflowing heart? i love you, Jesus. People may not understand me, saying me holy molly, but i dont want to care, i want to be real infront of them, infront of God. the mighty things, that God had done inside everybody and the world. My purpose in life, is God you. My life is in Your hands, pls take care of it. i just cant express much. is beyond words. loved. I want to rest. night. |
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