2008-05-05T12:32:00.000+08:00

I am slacking now.

You Need Some Green in Your Life

Green will make you feel alive, renewed, and balanced.

And with a little green, you will project an aura of peacefulness and harmony.

If you want stability, you've got to get a little green in your life!

For extra punch: Combine green with blue or purple

The downside of green: It can promote jealousy in yourself or others

The consequences of more green in your life:

You will be drawn to a new life path

You will feel free to pursue new ideas and interests, no matter how strange

You will be released from the demands and concerns of others

What Color Do You Need?

I love green colour:D

2008-05-02T15:32:00.000+08:00

Oral, sigh. i got to pull up my socks already, I am really bad at talking:(
blogging at esther's house. had been hanging out at her house for the past few days. my second house!
anyway. i'm changing my hot mail, maybe blog link too.
everything is new(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KWEI KEE! Hope you like the surprise:DDD

2008-05-01T19:32:00.002+08:00

FAITH.

Keep my Faith growing.

God, I love You.

I need You in my life.

FAITH pleases You,

I want to please You only.

life is never a bed of roses, we faced trials, challenges,disappointments and problems, and we've to overcome it and be strong.that is life.

you and i are never perfect, that why we need a perfect God.

2008-04-25T21:00:00.000+08:00

school:(

My whole bodddy is aching... i need a massage really badly. Pain, pain, ache ache. ytd PFT making me feel like dying... today basketball, make me worse.:( but very fun(:
Arghhhhh, no, yes, no, yes, is mid year exam coming? oh my gosh, that's so fast man. just a blink of eye, my sec 5 year is going to turn to half a year alr, and it is going to end fast right... cant wait too:D Olevel, let me cross over you!!!anyway, is too early to say that, mid year is coming. so how? i dont know what to study for social studies, guess i need to burn mid night oil:( brian cells going to be kill. i need to go cell group.(okay, that is not funny)
ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE TAKING THEIR MID YEAR EXAMS. C'MON, WE CAN DO IT.(:(:(: JIAYOU~

2008-04-20T01:29:00.002+08:00

Saturday is loved!

pictures-thanks to sk and esther:D loveya.

Finally new pictures! i am desperate of new pictures for my blog.

theme was formal and make up(:

ohhh, we dont look nice!
ah, this is nicer(:

candid shot. waiting for the others. doing some touch up.

had chem tution before service. nearly fall a sleep... i swear that i'll never touch chemisty after olevel. really pei fu jessica. i prefer physic(:i cant catch today svc today, so i am going tmr. after that when T3 to fellowship.had many laughters with e458 and e432.we shared about our surname Low and Liu,battery low and liu lian:x haha.

haha.after as usaul, sat bus 24 home. i love playing with e458.we play a game in the bus and it was hilarious. suprisely,we actually can play that game in the bus haha. thanks to ashley's ideas. fun! fun! fun!

i love the presence of God, pls let me fall in love with him over and deeper again.learn to praise Him no matter how, when, what, where.

the 'dog' at home.QQ.

2008-04-19T10:49:00.002+08:00

random post.

Yea, happy international friendship day! yesterday was international friendship day:D

and it was promoting olypism. It means building friendships through doing sports.
Like for our class, during Pe, we built our friendships through playing games, playing balls and even running. PE had became so much fun! I love and enjoyed every PE lessons(: the only lesson to relax and to have fun with others.(: oh ya, i passed my pft run, i was faster this time(:

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a picture i took in hongkong(:

oh ya, i missed out the post about my trip to hongkong , i took many nice pictures(:
I miss taking picture with my phone. i suddenly miss my previous phone, N73 very much. i'm lacking of pictures, photos to put in my blog. i want a camera la.

BBQ at karen's place, e432 and e458 last last sunday.

my two seniors(: oh weird, i dreamt about Band.

i want to learn to play a guitar(:

at times, i keep on dreaming and dreaming in my dream world, it gives me pleasure, happiness and smiles.but when i wake up from dreaming, i realised it was all a dream.I'm only left with sadness, feeling so emotional inside of me. the truth is, i am in the real world, when i need to act upon to achieve all the dreams i want. i need to move on.

2008-04-15T23:24:00.000+08:00

This week.

PFT run tmr! I've been training my running since last week. hopefully, i will pass my run. Hope to achieve a silver(: gonna eat banana tmr for energy! had been exercising this week, can cut down fats.

Singapore's weather was so unpredictable, hate it. Hot then cold, Sunny then rainy. My moods normally depend on the weather, make me want to sleep during classes. I learn to be clever, bring umbrella everyday.

Went dental appointment yesterday, the dentist said i have healthy gums and clean teeths, so proud of my teeths haha(: She suggests me to put braces. my upper and lower teeths are not in line with one another, i was considering. but not cheap yea.

School was alright, remedials, POA. whenever i got the paper to do, i will always forget all the methods and concepts, i'll keep on asking qns. :( just cant get it into my head and keep it.

Havent start to revising my Mid year yet, so fast Mid year already, times really files. cant wait tooo. Gosh, i should start to revise now.

Blog posts w/o pictures are boring.

It was a hard time, i need to go through it.

Lord, i need encouragement and comfort.

Please be the joy in my heart and keep my faith in You going.

Take care of it, Jesus.

I am lost, lead the way please.

2008-04-12T02:27:00.001+08:00

i want pictures in my blog.

Find a way for me.

Studies.

finally weekdays ended, it weekend now! i can rest. nah, i need to catch up with my studies, you may think that i'm busying studying as you thought the lacking of updates in my blog. but sadly to say, i'm not studying. :( i'm still in a complacent mode, waiting for my examnation to come nearer and nearer, and seeing myself burning midnight oil. had been really tired every same old school day, lacking of sleep, remedials until 0430pm, life became boring and everyday is listening to lessons,studying, solving difficult algebra questions,crapping with jas, laughing at jas's jokes blah blah, playing the game, "ru gao ni shi mei nu de hua, qi ni blah blah blah " and climbing 6stories high. But PE was fun, i love PE, feel very relax and that was the only lesson i love! we play games(:(:(: and i had been jogging lately to train my PE. jogging is good, stress-releasing, i'm able to concentrate more and sleep soundly. enough of school, i'm getting sick. schooling became part of my life, but i enjoyed(:

Heart felt.

Had been thinking much lately.staying at my comfront zone, not stepping out.feeling dry up, physically, emotionally and spiritually.God, pls empower me.had been using my emotionals to control over me and depending too much on my own strenght, feeling so tired.God, pls strenghten me.I cannot move on. with things in my heart, feeling less confidence in the things i do and the way i am, i need to be strong.think positively. shake every dust away on my back and move on with my life. remove every distractions. so hard, but i have too. let my eyes turn away from it and turn upon You. i really feel so tired to overcome it.thank God for my sister, if not for her i wont have stay strong, i want to be stronger in the things i face, i want to let the weak say i have strenght becus of the spirit of God. God, is you la, holding me on, you understand me, only you.how can i ever live w/o You in my life. my overflowing heart. you see people change becus of You. i felt You, did You felt my overflowing heart? i love you, Jesus. People may not understand me, saying me holy molly, but i dont want to care, i want to be real infront of them, infront of God. the mighty things, that God had done inside everybody and the world. My purpose in life, is God you. My life is in Your hands, pls take care of it. i just cant express much. is beyond words. loved.

I want to rest. night.

2008-04-02T01:00:00.000+08:00

i'm tired.

2008-03-30T03:41:00.001+08:00

my heart speaks.

not only mine but yours too.

never give up, i don't give up and you don't give up.

Hope for life, You're the hope.

people, i want to stand between the gap.

i faced it, I'll overcome it with faith.

disappointments, discouragements, my imperfectness i give it all to You.

i won't look back anymore.

You know me more than anyone else!

keep closer and closer to You.

Indeed, You are the joy and strenght in my heart.

i love you.

Faith keep on growing!

2008-03-27T20:49:00.001+08:00

what else? school lo.

"so near yet so far..."-pull me closer in heart please.

School is really tiring. I'm so tired of school. the stress, the homework and the waking up early for school. i want a long break:( i could wish, but mid year is coming, I'm going to chiong next month. I'm not going to be last minute like last year. my posts for 2008, i guess will all be my complains about school. is that what a graduate student's life is? study, study, study. Indeed, i have to pay first and play later. I can't simply wait for my olevel to be over. and i will be free, i can spent hours on computer, watching many dramas, i can go overseas for months, i can go work and earn money, i can do more things for God, i can go do many many things, i can go shop,i can play,i can sleep, i can hang out, i can whoooooo~ *slap slap* okay maybe i shld wake up now.

i killed my handphone,i regretted, now is in operation. so that mean no photos for this post. is okay, words will do all talkings.

congrats for esther,joshua and jonathan going for water baptism this coming Saturday.

so proud of esther leah phua! you been a great friend,great help,great support,great partner in my life. i wonder how life without you will be like.you are now standing strong in God no matter how many things you've to go through alone, emotionally, i cant help u much, but physically i can help you, i will be a listening ear, a helping hand for you and speak words of comfort to you.i see you almost everyday in school, i mean everyday even sat, we did so many things tgt,smiled tgt,laughed tgt,skipped band tgt,study tgt,play tgt,gossip tgt,chat tgt, run tgt, eat tgt, many many tgt, i watched you grow, from esther phua soon to esther leah phua. I'm so glad you made the right choice last year, now you had grown to a glory to glory and a stronger esther phua. i want to see the best of you!jiayou darling, we work hard tgt in olevel, our dreams and future kay?

had running today at bedok reseviour. i mean walking, we walk many and jog a little. after that, went tm with jas,esther,priya,sokeang&elliot. Omgosh, i nearly died of laughter, we were chatting some stuffs and jasmine is always the one who has lot of funny 'ideas' and ellliot is the one we always love to bully(:(:(: drama guy. we had fun overall(:was very tired. chatted with esther at her house after that.

my dad was funny, he got this fear that my sister and i will lack of cash, so he had some secret place for money. we find this cute.(:

how can i buck up my english, i need to read and write good english. biggest fear- ENGLISH.

i miss the China trip:(

i'm independence and stronger.

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God is good.

even in my hard times, He is still there.

i can always run to Him,i can always depend on Him,

He control my heart, He know me the best.He's always there for me.

sacrifice, i found it very hard,to think of other before me, to control myself not to fall in temptation, to rule myself, i tried, it was really a hard thing to do.

I'll wait on You, I know is in Your plans, please take care of it, Father God.

my faith is growing!

2008-03-23T01:06:00.001+08:00

Easter Day = Jesus Christ!

Happy Easter Day!

I had an awesome Easter day in church.

The drama was great, i had really enjoyed it and and, i can sense it in my heart so near so near. i kept on tearing, i felt alot for Jesus and also the people.

the truth is that, Jesus died for us.

This week is all about God, even in school.

i was feeling very bless during chaper by the testimony,word of God and ms elaine's words.

oh, i felt blessed.

helping in children church was great, infact, i learnt alot. everything was not perfect afterall, i'm first timer so i actually didn't serve very well,but is the heart that counts.i want to serve more, seeing the children,my heart felt alot.

lastly, i'm really happy, my friends getting saved, listening to the gospel and had experience the touch of God.knowing that life will be different with God. i'm really grateful for everybody who came(: i hope God can move inside your heart.

i want to be REAL infront of people and God!=D

my phone spoilt:(

2008-03-14T00:19:00.000+08:00

Holidays!

Happy Sweetest 17th Birthday to U, Candice Natalie! -12March.

I hope you like the gift although i didnt prepare much.

Thank for being there, my weakest times.

we gone through many tgt, disappointments in one another and people. we been through, experienced through tgt. we depended, we smiled, we cried, we laughed, we argued.

one thing we're in common,

we yearn to love one another and also to be secured in who we're and in the Lord.

i want to see the best of you, no matter what. Jia you!=D

more things to do tgt and do for God.

loved.

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caught a movie in town with Huiying, The Leap Years. worth watching it(:

touching, a simple love story.

after that, went around to shop at Ms and Bugis. oh my gosh, because i'm prospering, i spent quite alot. i need to save money!!! :( but the things i bought was cheap and useful to me, so erm, worth it la.

if i'm serving huiying as my customer, i'm rather quit my job. LOL. just kidding. i had fun with her, walking, chatting and playing with her. she always made me smiled(: i'm glad she is more mature now. haha. i think i was the one who was being childish. haa:x

love ya.

my nine years of best friend(:

she missed me.

after hours of walking walking, we dined at pastamania, she insisted on dining at there.

So okay.

thank you for everything(:

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some of you that came to my house before, esp my cgms. knew that my sister and my room are always very messy.

we had changed, my room now is brighter, tidy and more cosy now.

we spent the whole night tidy up. proud of us;D

books clear, evidence!

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Sandsation!

building sandcastle in the heavy rain. edited one. is a cross castle(:

and we won! ^^

after that, went Riverwalk for a talk, choosing the right partner.

:DDD

then finally food! dinner!

fish&chip, it heavenly.:D

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I post quite alot, is all my holiday(:

i afriad i dont have the time to blog.

homeworks are killing me.

i need more time la!

anyway, night peeps.

( i'm going to do my homework now, not sleep :( )

2008-03-09T04:03:00.001+08:00

I'm back!

before i start, candice asked me to do this.

Post 10 things that will make me happy and then tag 7people.

1)God

2)E458

3)Sleeping

4)Eating

5)going overseas

6)hanging out, chilling

7)suprises, presents(birthdays)

8)money

9)pictures!

10)studying? nah, erm, being a youth!

more, but only 10 mah.

anybody who wants to do(:

I'm lack in updating. sorry.

There're no photos to show, i think. because is all in candice's xanga, feel free to visit her site, www.xanga.com/candiiced for photos. =D we had fun cam-vaining(=

But there's one i want to show,

Two dramas production!

dare you look into your past & second chances.

No doubt it will be a life changing drama!

so, pleease tell me you're interested.(:

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i dont't think i will be blogging so often. yup, sorry. but this blog will still be alive with all your taggings! so do continue to tag!=D

Actually there're pictures, but i'm lazy to post up.

life had been good, in many things that had happend and faced, i can proudly say i am growing stronger. many things had change, we had to face it and stop looking back, in reality, we cant turn back anymore we had to look forward. looking at how weak you are, cant help, the more we look at ourselves, the more we can't change. this is what i had learnt.

being alone is nothing is bad. (:

there're many things i need to always be confience about, i need to have a healthy self-esteem and be secured in who i am in God and myself.

seriously, this beginning of year, i had faced alot, emotionally, spiritually and physically.

and i'm really tired...

tired of what?

for not changing, the way i think, not able to trust God and etc.

really tired.

when can i breakaway from myself? and when can i proudly call myself

Olivia Faith Low?

sigh.

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i decided to go for blood donation. but i'm afraid of needles...

my few minutes of pain is nth, saving lifes is more important. so, i'm still afraid.

you should go too=D

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Holidays had started, i think i can be able to blog more when i'm free during this one week holiday. =D

i promise pictures soon. byebye.

2008-02-16T01:02:00.000+08:00

Happy V.day & total defence day! (belated!)

How's my chinese new year celebrations?

great? happy!

cus, getting ang baos= very very HAPPY!

hello emojas.

a very nice and cosy house. (:

sorry, is dark. i like dark pics.

mahjong is loved.

newyear's favourite!

&moviesssssss!

watched 3movies!

CJ7 worth to watch! :DDD

oh ya, i sneaked in to M18's movie.firstime.

enjoy the weekends. i must cherish every weekends.

sigh sigh, there're alot of things to face,to handle and to control.

YOU'RE THE PROBLEM!

byebye.

2008-02-05T16:42:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

I doubt this new year i cant be able to enjoy. i'm sick, really sick, sore thoart and flu.oh my gosh, how am i suppose to enjoy this year CNY. Homeworks are given to us to complete in the holidays. you tell me how am i to enjoy and relax? oh well, wait till next year, after the stressful year of olevel~ how i wish it can end soon. is okay, mother is back to celebrate with us, that'll be great!=D

what am i doing this last few week? shoopppeedd for New year clothes, cg steamboat, mahjong, service and studying and studying staying back for remedials EVERY SINGLE DAY. homeworks more and more. it will be more rush and stressful than last year. anyway, went esther house and study last sunday, weell i guess it was wasted. we did craps and play around.

CEO, you know who?

bad drawing, the CEO. haha.

sigh, i need to breathe.

i bet this year will be like studying more than i sleep. is crazy. no choice, i want a great future, a closer step to my dreams.

Choices have consequences.- what is ur choice today?

anyway, i dont think i will blog much, i can say Nlevel i didnt put much effort studying but this time, i want to be different, put in my 101% participation. (eh, i learnt from Adam khoo's ws(:)

all the best to me! :D

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In 2007, I experienced many things, the challanges faced and knowing mysef more. Of course, i experienced more of God when i grow each day, knowing i am able to win more souls and what God want me to be. knowing my passion & my talents are ! Also, being a assistant leader during breakaway camp last year. In breakaway camp, when i knew where my weaknesses are and the need-to-be-breakaway-olivia. being a leader is not an easy job. i thank you for such a wonderful experience and the great people i knew. and the china mission trip (cip) which really change my life. when i knew wad making a difference is and the powerful thing call LOVE. yes! i want to go back there so much, i havent got enough of it and done much for them. & lastly i bet most of u have things that u regretted in 2007. I got lots and it was not having good relationships with the people i knew, not keeping our friendship in constant repair. i regretted. once close, but now didnt talked, once close, but now seldom talked, once had impacted my life and go away, the resettlement that harmed our friendship. i hate drifting apart. i felt sorry about the friendship once we had before & the times we spent. :(

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is alright, this brand new year. i want to build good relationships with one another. those who i knew before and the ones who are yet-to-know. oh ya, i missed, my beloved family too. i am going to cherish the times we spend tgt. 1)building good relationships with people & my family

2) to study real hard this time.3) to nuture my talents and my passion like in the arts, drawing and photography.4)to be a boldness and faith woman, stepping out and breaking away!5)save more money-buy p.camera! enough money for me to spend(:6)learn to manage time, be more discipline.7)mature 8)exercise more.9)high self esteem!10)managing emotionals11) less com, less tv12) spiritually foundation and strong!13) cg untied and more people! mutilpy!14) everyone happy!15)good results for Olevel ***16) focus, forgive, faith and fortittude(endure)! 17) more gaining of experiences! 18)love! shld be like that bah. cant think of anymore. =D new year new resolutions! =D

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THIS IS A LONG POST. i'm gonna rest now. enjoy ur holidays!=D HAPPY NEW YEAR.

lastly i love QQ.

lovelove!

2008-01-29T18:51:00.000+08:00

last weekend!:D

i shall let the pictures speak. (: enjoy.

-F4, we love to be models. (high self-esteem)

-HAHA!

me and candice.:D

we're supposed to act fierce. look at esther. -.-

fierce, happy and sad. haha.

huizhen and me.:D

shaynne and me.:D

me and jessica.:D

Hngyiiiii and me. :D

booo! clement!

me and sis, isabel. :D

-LOL

Shiyin, really miss her and the times.

threesome forever.

this post has so many pictures. anyway, i shall end here bah.

remedials amost everyday, sian! have a great week! bye!

i experience the Holy Spirit. My God is real today and forever!

2008-01-26T00:21:00.000+08:00

Adam Khoo's workshop, GREAT!

Pictures=D

Amin & us(:

(not quite clear, cus the phone shaked when it captured.)

Olivia,Mr kee,my 3years of favourite chemistry teacher & Jasmine.

my crazy friends.

kk and sk didn't want to take photo with me :( they were forced to take.

last day was really greeaaat! i had enjoyed very much during this 3days of talk. i'm sure going to miss it, esp gary,leroy and amin, great people impacting our lives, making a difference and giving us a new hope in us.

oh no, normal school days are back again. =(

share a poem.

This brigde will only take you halfway there to those mysterious lands you long to see; through gypsy camps & swirling Arab fairs.

And moonlit woods when unicorns run free.

So come and walk with me & share the twisting trails and wondorous worlds i've known.

But this brigde will only take you halfway there.

This last few steps you've to walk alone.

i gained lots from akltg(: i see a great future ahead in me!

2008-01-24T23:25:00.000+08:00

School yesterday & today!

Adam khoo's workshop yesterday and today! i enjoyed this 2days. Speakers were hilarous that made us laugh like mad, their stories and jokes. I think it was great! :D

This workshop was teaching about study skills(i think it was really useful although we had learnt it 2years ago during sec 3), emotionals management and self-esteem. Is not about motivating becus only we can motivate ourselves. & i think it really hit our hearts becus so many people were facing emotionals problems and low self-esteem nowadays esp in youths like us. I learnt and discovered alot about how people feel inside. and i notice our church and cg is also talking about self-esteem & confidence. thisreally can cause a person to breakaway from themseleves.

anyway,

Now i'm thinking whether to go JC or poly. 5NA can do it want lo! If you think you can, you can.

Tmr will be the last day. And they are inviting our parents and we were supposed to tell our parents how much we love them, give them a speech. I dont know whether dad is coming, you know, i'm afraid of doing or saying mushy things and words infront of my parents. No doubt there will be people crying. anyway, i'm going to take pictures. (: enjoy it!

We watched videos that were really impacting, that will be able to boost up our self esteem, forgiveness(powerful!) and confidence to live life positively. It was really sad, one of it was a lady became disfigured and one which was a mother was dying(separating from their love ones). The video was hosted by a lady called Oprah. after watching I felt that I'm so blessed by the things i have now, the place i'm, the way i looked and the loved ones around my side. If they can live life this way, why cant i?:D

Anyway, today O levels releasing results day, i went up to take a look and i really felt myself being part of the olevel takers last year, i was also feeling excited and nervous. I saw people crying because they did well or did badly. When i come back next year, i'm adamant to see myself tearing with joy. That sence really motivated me to do well in Os. & i nearly cried out when i heard the top scholars. (not me anyway! if i cry i'll be so weird...) Congrats anyway for all olevel takers!:D

I am going to do well in studies, my last lap. Nothing is hard to achieve as long as you believe in yourself. JIAYOU! Pay now, play later!

Ytd before I went home, i chatted with some of my friends and something came into my mind that people tends to build their confidence in other people, the way they think and talk about but they didn't know that confidence is actually building in yourself. Who's cares abt what other people say? BE SECURED! okay, we chatted and went home. my legs hurt, that's random.

I have God leh! (:

oh ya, yesterday dejawat let me watch a music video and causes me to have nightmare. i'm really freak out by that singer. :( that's also random...

okay, night people!^^

2008-01-20T11:08:00.000+08:00

Fresh once again! i'm back people!

how've you been?

fine!

Sorry for not updating. had been quite busy with school works and stuffs. finally it weekends again.

how did my year start? being nerdy! haha =D

E458, 8 new begining for everybody. and we're so cute! haha=D

lol....

i love my friends=D

My laughing partner always.

we both wear green ytd!=D Hehe!

thanks for being there to smile, to cry and to experience together.(=

Clement. he is the joker of the day hahaha. " my name is Muthu..." LOL!

& others.

i rarely take picture with joshua. this picture i wil cherish... haha.

ashley, a great brother! =D

and a great beloved sister!=D

(can see i've been buying straits times! haa.)

our group won! haha! yaya!

went tp open house. desire course, VC!

ARGH, Os first!!! -there's a time for everything.

ben and jerry's!

hoho, look im flying!

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anyway, this few weeks had been really emotionally. but i was alright now. =D yesterday svc was really good. God save me again. FAITH and confidence.as long as i'm secured in who i am and in God.=) i dont want to remain the same anymore. i want to change and i'm tired for not changing.

Olivia is past, Faith is new.

2008's goals, dreams and visions. Looking back at 2007, i walked so far... there's no turning back.

school again!- to build good relationships with classmates and friends.

soon!

2008-01-13T23:50:00.000+08:00

i want to be

THE MASTER OF MY EMOTIONS.

please know, i am a human being too!

i got alot to blog, esp PICTURES. Hong Kong Cell Group FOODS and Friends! stay tune bah!

goodnights!

2008-01-09T21:01:00.000+08:00

How's school people?

How's my school?

1.lacking of sleep. 2.climbing 6 storeys. 3.pressure from teachers. 4.class contains 47 students.

5.Headstart tests!! 6.so much money spent for school stuffs(adam khoo's workshop 50dollars!)

7.lessons until 2.25pm on wed and thurs. (remedials coming!) 8.Homeworks!

9.Band! cant think of anymore.

that's olevel takers life.

Intending to do,

1) Study is a must! (4 to 5hours) 2)Buy newspapers and READ IT(ST)! 3)take a nap before studying(:(:

cant think of anymore.

i'm preparing now for olevels. i am serious and feeling very confidence. i look forward for lessons. i think i'm just kidding,i don't know cus i don't feel sleepy at all. o'level make my dreams go nearer.:D

tie a knot and hang on.

i should be able to hang on... :D

how about life? your life? :(

2008-01-02T00:23:00.000+08:00

2008. Happy New Year!

A brand new year, a brand new start.

2007 had been a year for me when i looked at my weaknesses and a deeper part of myself.

2008 for me is to breakaway from myself, stepping out my comfort zone with faith and boldness.

changes coming.

school starts tmr,my secondary 5 and my last secondary school year... times really passed so fast. how will it be like?

my feelings? much to say, hard to express.

Anyway, nights. :D

2007-12-25T21:18:00.000+08:00

Merry Merry Christmas:D

Christmas tree~

when Jesus was born,

Is so great to be back home again!

a wonderful celebration with great drama production and singing of carols.

when there's darkness, Jesus is the light the truth and the way. what a beautiful time.

The peace that never leave me. Indeed my most precious gift i've recieve is Jesus Christ.

With Hng yi,

Hng yi's name is very special. (In chinese) Hng (Heng) which is dash (-) & Yi which mean (one) & add tgt, is a cross. (:

Hngyi and Michelle!

Christmas countdown ytd! had fellowship and some sharings.

& oh ya, taxi fares are really expensive now! maybe it good, can train us not to be late. :x

anyway, after svc today we went Ashton to eat our late lunch. YUMMY.

after then family dinner, had turkey:D

okay, merry christmas everyone. stay blessed. goodnight, gonna have a good rest!

2007-12-18T22:09:00.000+08:00

sweat sweat!

They day had finally came... and tada, after two months struggling with my faith, i had finally know my N level results. Thank God, i got 7 points for N level& i promoted, i really really thank God. i know i can do better(:

God has great plans for everyone, so jiayou:D

I can enjoy my holidays now. seeya soon!

2007-12-14T01:34:00.000+08:00

before the trip to Hong Kong.

i love this!

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Darren, ZS. :D

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went to school for the video, it was hard to wake upp...

anyway,

It had been a long time since i meet up with Shiyin and Huiying. Although it was just a short meet up, but i cherished it very much. Before leaving to Hk, i wanted to pay them a visit during their work. So first, i went to look Michelle for lunch, & she blessed me again, everytime i'm leaving, she'll blessed with yummy foods. thanks Michelle, love you:D then, after seeing michelle off, i went to shop at Raffles link, wanted to buy some gifts for my my beloved best friends. at last, i queue for donuts to bless them. and the feeling was GREAT.

my BELOVEDS, you know.

i'll miss them very much. i wont forget ur presents!

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Of cus, i never forget my spiritual family, E458. went to meet them for dinner before i leave singapore. i'll miss them very much.

i realised in church, i always depend on them so much, maybe it time for me to be independent. We, E458, shared something special and we're different from other cell groups. anyway, i love them very much. Thank God for this wonderful cell group:D

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it been a long long time since i went online,

& of cus, i never forget jasmine lo, which i never see her for "1,2,3,4,5..." years already. haha, and we were like the past, chatting on the phone and msn just now. she still never change. so crapping and funny. she made me laugh until mad, i nearly died of laughter. LOL!

I miss the days in secondary 4 with her:D talking abt that, N level results is getting near... 18 Dec.

anyway, i'm flying to hongkong in less than 24 hours. Take care everyone!

it's time for you to BREAKAWAY, olivia. God gave u something, you experience, learn, improve from it.

2007-12-12T22:49:00.000+08:00

Happy Dozen Stop Day 12/12 :D

It had been 2years already people. how are you girls? meet up soonnnnnn LEH. keep close to one another okay! i miss the times very much, really do.

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i'm leaving to HongKong this friday. i'm going to enjoy myself there with my family.

will be back during 24 nov.

take a break, enjoy life!

stay tune.

2007-12-08T02:51:00.000+08:00

beautiful pictures to share(=

beautiful memories(=

2007-12-05T13:38:00.000+08:00

♥ China (13nov-21nov)

This shall be the last post of my china trip. the days in Zhong Fang Primary School really marked the best days in my whole entire life. i really really love the times there, when there is no worries and problems for you to think of, when all the china kids come to you with alot of questions, laughters, all the love from them, you really can feel from them. when they talked to you it was as if we knew each other for so long, they respect you as their teachers, they greeted you whenever they see you. they just treated you as very good friends. i called there Heaven when i can really feel that how come Jesus loves children so much, the most amazing thing on earth called love. i really do miss there very much.

we were treated like VIP.

We stayed there for 3 days and i enjoyed & cherished each day very much, really do. if can i really wish i can stay there forever. The foods there are really heavenly and freshhh! all were home cooked food... i really treated as if i am at home eating my 3 meals.

I had this every morning, oh man, i really miss it now. this is something you can only eat there, and it is more heavenly than any food in this world. i want to taste that again. :'(

it looked simple, but it was really yummmmmmyyy! simple can be nice. simple life, simple foods, simple can be a happinesss like the people there. we singaporeans are way to fortunate but still demanding.

we four are the big eaters! haha.

of cus, our main purpose is not to eat, but to teach them english. haha. and i can say this really a challenege to every cip members. the students there havent been touching english for years and we had a hard time teaching them. and i really learn how to be a teacher.

pictures will do the talkings.

my favourite class. i enjoyed being a teacher, i was thinking to be a teacher after this trip.

we taught them art & craft too, they really love it:D They made cards for us and it was really sweet and nice:D

they love taking pictures so much. haha, as u can see i was being squeezed by them.

i always visit them during my free times and their free times. they love the company of ours very much and i love theirs too. i will tell them jokes and we'll share our stories with one another. i really enjoyed it.

with two very cute kids. ^^

this is my best friend in zhong fang. he loves taking pictures, so whenever he want to take he'll come look for me. this is how we know each other. we became really close and we'll stick around with one another during the days. i taught him different kinds of poses to take pictures and hahaha, some secret actions between us. (:(:(: he's really cute:D now, i really miss him.

His name is cheng hui, my favourite boy. i gave him a english name called Nigel. suit him right?^^

when we went for a outing,

The last performance.

The last photo taking.

every happy moments will come to a end. sigh! i had kept a contact with some of them, hope we can meet up one day. there're lots of pictures, but i lazy to post up. :)

anyway, this come to the end of my china trip post. i really gained alot from the children there. instead of them gaining from me, i gained more from them. i really do hope they will have a chance to know Jesus, their Lord and Saviour,though i cant really share much to them, but at least i had made a difference in their life and i do think heaven doors are opening for this land. i knew what is being a star thrower, is really impacting lifes and making a different in their lifes. i dont have anything, but with Jesus in me, i shared love to them, i blessed them, i used the talents that God had gave me to teach them arts and english. Just a simple smile from them made my days in zhong fang primary school. i dont know how to express it out. but i really feel alot from this trip that made me cant get over with it for one week and i really hope to be back there one day, impacting their life and bring revival to this land. is hard, but with God all things are possible. :D

but first, make a difference in yourself, your family,the people surrounding you and Singapore.

what a long walk with God...

2007-12-02T01:45:00.000+08:00

This week events!

had been hanging out with kweikee and candice for this whole entire week. sigh, we just felt weird not seeing each other. during the trip to china we had been sticking to one another every single day. this tells i really do miss china very much. when i came back from china, i still cant adapt to singapore... maybe is over reacting already. hahaha. i dont know. i hope to keep the beautiful memories i had in china and get over with it. Oh God...

had been walking around town, did some window shopping had some little chats.

just gonna post some pictures up. do enjoy:D

Attended Mr Chua's wedding.

we had a hard time taking pictures with the cute boy.

Women of Faith.

HELLO DAVID.

HELLO FAITH.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

okay bye! a long day tmr. gonna charge up now.

2007-11-26T19:48:00.000+08:00

♥ China (13nov-21nov)

Trip to Mt. Wuji and Xiamen. =D

In the train, you see...

:D er,

a curious kwei kee.

a sexy hip popper photographer, candice. and a... erm...

act cute teacher.

Mdm choong and Mr Chia were sharing to me and candice about their testimonies of how God had done great works in their life. Both of us were totally amazed, cus we have an amazing God. Glory and honour to God!

The train to Mt. Wuji. while in the trian, candice, kwei kee and i were busying camwhoring with Mr Chia's camera to kill the 6 hours boring, uncosy trian ride. finally, we reached and thank God it was after a heavy rain. =D

This is our tour guide, xiao chen. He's really a good tour guide. five stars for him! :D

After a satisfied late lunch, off to mountain climbing!

God's wonderful creation=D

This cliff look like titanic, therefore there is...

'Jack and Rose' haha!

Trees are beautiful!

as well as us haha!

credits to kwei kwei who help to take pictures! =D you know you're loved haha!

The next day,

we're going to climb up there... i mean higher...

oh orh!

the first step.

keep walking!

& finally, i am up there!

is all worth climbing haha, u can touch the clouds! look at this...

suhui and kwei kee! :D

mr chia and huang da ma! :D

i will never forget Mt.Wuji, a beautiful place of China. (:

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Welcome to Xiamen! a more shopping country! after a 13 hours train ride.(= so cosy sleeping in the train. alright, let pictures do the talkings!

after the train ride to Xiamen, we had our breakfast. =)

I was actually very tired, but the foods made me awake! haha!

behind us was a church, a very beautiful one. but we cant go in and see. :(

a family!

nice nice! :D

The messy room messed by us. haha!

mostly are kwei kee and candice's things.

we went to vist some of the schools. this was a secondary school we went, is call Jimei secondary school. i found the quotes from their 2 principles really meaningful.

the day had finally ended, on the way to Singapore! Bye China.

There're actually alot of pictures, but i'm just lazy to post up. pictures are really nice. (: In this trip, i guess our team had been taking more than 1000 photos. really enjoyed it very much! :D you won't want to miss going to China!

stay tune yet, Zhong Fang Primary School is next! :D

2007-11-24T10:25:00.000+08:00

♥ China 13Nov-21Nov

i swear this post will be full of words and pictures. so just sit back and relax.
My favourite girls, Kwei kwei aka kwei kee and Can Can aka Candice. The trip is never fun without them. hahaha, and we are super crazy in China, the Cip team is always noisy with us, therefore, they named us XIAO DI DONG or the B.H.Bs, also SAN DA MEI NU. :DDD
My Cip team members are so fun, really thank God for this wonderful people and China!
LOVE.

While waiting for the plane, i was busying taking pictures to kill my boredness.

Kwei, Can and Via,

Can and Via,

Bye Singapore.

We reached Fuzhou after 4hours of flying. Thank God for the safety and the.... foods. hahaha! Thought we wont be eating any good stuffs in this trip but, see for yourself and u'll know what good stuffs we ate. (:

Fuzhou balls! the taste is so different from singapore, emmm, yummy, i really miss their fuzhou balls now.. :( and jiao zi.

We always've you tiao, dou jiang and baos for breakfast. hmmm, yumyum!

Thumb up for Fuzhou's foods!

Okay, now i shall start about my trip, the last will always be the best, so i shall post the trip to Zhongfang primay school the last. So i shall first talk about my tour to Fuzhou, Mt. Wuji and Xiamen.

The place to have yummy seafoods. (:

The picture with Mr Chia, he must be very honour to take photo with us. By the way, he is the camera man. :D

Poor fishes,

i am more interested in this,

Baby,

This creature can suck you hand. eeyucks.

Models of the day.

Candice, oink oink.

Charles, the funny one.

Hsin Wei, his fatherly love, aww, so sweet...

William, haha, bullying him.

Our "mother" haha. :D

Candice and olivia, LOVE.

Strawberry ice! :DDD

of cus, we never forget about shooppppinnnggg!!!! :D

To be continue...

2007-11-22T23:37:00.001+08:00

November:D

Yea, this month had been great, i spent times with great people. This year, November had been really fruitful for me i guess.
First, i went cinema to catch 2 movie in less than 2 weeks which i didn't do that for a million years. i watched Mr woodcock and Game plan. :D
Second, we helped Al'star celebrate his birthday and he is kinda touched. :D
Third, Cafe Cartel all cakes half price, free bread and water some more. shopping tired can go in and rest. good hor? :D
Four, of cus, Gt zone Uth Challenge :D
Last one, My trip to china, knowing my cip team members. :DDD

photos to further explain more(:

Oh ya, happy Halloween!

emmm, taste like heaven! :D

Thank Fuqi!:D Life is about this mah!

yum! yum!

Girls love doin'it!

Candice and me!

Chalet at Pasir Ris,

Thanks Mr Chia for teaching me photography during chalet, really fun:D

Happy birthday Juswin.

Happy Birthday Dawn.

Happy Birthday Joyce.

Happy Birthday Ashley.

Happy Birthday Cedric Koh.

Happy Birthday Jie Jie.

China trip will be next, stay tune people!

2007-11-22T12:55:00.000+08:00

i'm back from China. The days in China marked the best days in my life, esp in Zhong Fang Primary School. i really miss them alot, miss cheng hui, miss the foods, miss the the times spent with my cip team, miss the days, miss the weather, miss the times teaching them, miss every single things in there. i really want to go back there badly. :(
sigh sigh...

shall update more with pictures, so much to share.

Trust, Hope and Love.

2007-11-12T22:58:00.000+08:00

Hello, sorry for the late updates.
Anyway, i'm leaving to China, Fuzhou and Xiamen tmr for my cip for 9days.
i know you will miss me. ):
okay, gotta go, update more about the the past few weeks and my trip when i'm back. stay tune!
take good care of urself peeps! =D
Bye people, bye singapore!

pictures soon!=D do tag! hee

2007-10-29T01:02:00.000+08:00

just wanna share (=

HAHAHAHAHA! =.='''

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The FAITH to walk on water.

Here i come(:

2007-10-27T00:53:00.000+08:00

my overflowing heart.

My God,
i just want more of You. the closeness is never enough, just more please!
i see visions that really encourage me, i see dreams that You've call me to do.
because of my brokeness You choose to use me, You had said i dont need to be perfect
Lord, yes, i want to be a star thrower, i want to be more like Jesus.
Let my tears never be dry for You Lord.
God of my forever & ever.

Revival gogogo, E458.

servant of Yours, Faith.

2007-10-22T22:30:00.000+08:00

I LOVE you best friends.=D

2007-10-22T21:42:00.000+08:00

My God.

It had been so long since i posted about God.

I had never received so much, never before.
When i am weak, You give me strenght.
When i am sad, You give me comfront.
When i am tired, You give me power.
When i sin, You forgive me.
When i am feeling alone, You hold my hand.
When i am feeling insecure, You give me security.
When i fall, You pick me up.
When i am down, You put me high.
When i am dry, You fill me.
When i hate someone, You teach me how to love.
When i am lost, You guide and lead me.
When i find no one, yet You find me first.
When i hate myself, You cover up me with love.
When i lost confidence, You find me back. (Faith)
There are so many people, but yet You had pick me.
There nothing i can ask for You.
Your love win my heart, Your doings touched me.
i just simply love You so much.

God, i am nothing without you, i am so weak, so small in you.
I'm a new creation in You.
You're the freedom for everything.
The reason why i living.
There's nothing i can do without you.
Your faithfulness really really is my all.
Thank you Abba.

Church had been great, last saturday svc was so touching that i cried through out the whole svc.
Where can i be in His presence, i am feeling so lost in His presence only He can bring me out.
You see what Jesus had done 2000years ago, He died for us, washing people feets, making a difference in people's life. that what life is, be a Star thrower.

A guy was at a seaside when he came across this boy.
This boy was picking up starfishes and throwing back to the sea,
the guy asked, "why are you doing all this?"
the boy said," i am saving the starfishes, the waves is pushing the starfishes to the seashore, they will die because of the lack of oxygen."
the guy said," well, there's so many starfishes, no use picking up one by one and throwing back to the sea, you cant do it alone."
the boy took the starfish and throw back to the sea, he turned to the guy and said," but for that starfish, i do make a difference."

there more to be express....

Here in my life-Hillsong.

And i remember how you had found me, in that very same place- You never leave me all the way.

2007-10-20T02:41:00.000+08:00

hello brownie! =D

this is our neighbourhood dog, i always see him around with his owner around my block.. and he really caught my attention. so esther and i just went up and play with him when we saw him today. meet him, his name is brownie, still a baby dog. so adorable, oh how i wish i will have a dog like brownie. he's really obedient and friendly. awwww, doggie, doggieeee.

okay, i remembered QQ, i still love my rabbit, qq.(=

lovelove.

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town with esther. =D

beautiful.

lovely donuts.

anyway, i went donut factory today with esther phua, she wanted to buy donuts. and haha, we just waited for 20mins. i just bought one! (: is still yummy! went to walk/shop around, felt like that we're aunties that peroid of time hahaha. nothing much. :D

i'm really blessed, hehe. blessings for people.

天底下没有白吃的午餐,晚餐, hahaha, but i had leh. i know it God. :D

nice right, hahaha.

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cell group meeting. =) theme : in uniform.

so well,

gmss revival=D

now, you see two oldies.

GM GM GM!

okay la, bye! my eyelids are getting heavier... got to go and sleep. nighies. =D

2007-10-18T01:04:00.000+08:00

haji lane=D

models of the day,isabel&huizhen(:

me? their photographer.

notice something? haha!

alright, bye, i'm lazy to post. so photos will do the talkings. ciaozs.

2007-10-14T21:40:00.000+08:00

Donut factory(=

Lol, i cannot believe that i am one of those who will waste my time to line up for donuts -.- ! i've swear that i'll never buy those donuts because of the long long queue. but i can say this, good things need to be wait. yes, indeed, the donuts are heavenly... i can say it all worth it. after lining up for one hour at raffles place just for this six yummy donuts, i am super duper happy for my patience waiting.

finally i bought my donuts(=

see, i am so happy, haa!

oh, and happy because i still recieve my 'income' for staying at home. =D

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Estherphua=D

my favourite girl, i'm here for you love(:

karen=D

lol, i knew karen when i was secondary two, which was 2years ago because she is Cindy's sister and i never talk to her until i saw her at church, funny, we just talk to each other as if we knew each other for a long time. lol, nice knowing you karen!=D

glory to glory! two sisters!

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had a terrible stomachache yesterday night after fellowship, i was running for toliet, i really thank God for aljunied mrt toliet. =D if not i would had 'died'. after that, went huizhen's house to ton with bel and three of us always have so much to chat about. love chatting with them, make me feel my heart is lighter. =D lovelove!

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i'll never leave God's kingdom, never! my God is good all the time!

E458, go go go! =D

One Love, One Heart, One God = E458!

2007-10-11T15:53:00.000+08:00

more pictures, more post!=)

shopping with esther phua @ ms!

feel like i'm a model, haha.

hmmm, no money=no shopping! i need to shop with my sister around... i am totally a shopping freak w/o her. hahaha. she understand my taste more than i understand my taste, so i need her. weird right? thank God for my sister. shall shop with her nextime.=D & thank you for the treat during lunch! lovelove.

oh ya, i want to thank Esther for her accompany to Singapore General Hospital for my injection and my dentist appointment. thanks love!
=DDD
and yea, i had finally had my injection, i tell you it was super pain. i hate injections, no i mean i'm afraid of injections.
funny, during the injection..
i went in to the room,
Tense up*

Nurse : you got to relax girl, is just an ant bite, not pain one la.
Olivia : really? how many injections do i need to take?
Nurse : 2.
Olivia : huh?! 2??!! no way!
Nurse : but today only take 1, you need to come back again.
Olivia : -.- ''' + sad.
Olivia : Esther, can i speak in tougues, i need the HS to fill me....
Nurse : huh? you which church?
Olivia : city harvest church.
Nurse : been there once too.
Olivia : so did u speak in tougues?
Nurse : yea.
Olivia : so do u mind me speaking in tongues?
Nurse smiled.
and yes, i spoke in tougues(more like shouting) while taking my injection.
(thinking what ant bite la, is like super pain....... sharp needles poking ur flesh, ant bites?!)
Nurse : you can go. AMEN...

Lmao!
& it still hurts now...

then went off to my dentist appointment...

2007-10-11T15:24:00.000+08:00

more pictures! (=

finally, ended.

last week, i've been studying in our school's library... studying or playing? hmm, haha both! we were actually distressing. chatting, playing as if the whole library is ours.

you see for yourself,

this is how jasmine and i distress.. haha, taking pictures helps! lol.

The SHE.

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Hope 4/1B

Bye classroom!

you can see how sad we're...

nah, we were just being very dramatic. lol.

I'll definitely miss the lessons(maybe, haa),laughters, free periods?, my table, my chair, the times i used to sleep in class & my crazy partner jasmine. how we crazy tgt in class. haha.

awww, how sad;(

& the climbing of 5storeys. LOL.

hope to see you next year classroom;D

Oh ya lastly and this,

this's funny!

red vs white? lol.

2007-10-09T23:41:00.000+08:00

Yay, holidays start today!

is real now, N level had ended after the perseverance and mugging. (woohoo!)
i was waiting for this day for the past 10months.
and i really miss school now. dont know why suddenly want to study....-.-
i will enjoy every single day until the day when i take back my results. (will be super nervous sia!)

hmm, thinking, i have yet to do alot of things....
& everyone is looking for jobs...
me? i dont know whether should i look for one.
i think i will be wasting money rather than earning money.
cus, i will be overseas, for cip to china and visit my mother at hongkong.
so will be overseas for the next two months, yea, i am excited for it(:
and that mean, i have to find a job to earn money.. hmmmm....

alright, shall update more next time!
bye people.

2007-10-09T14:42:00.000+08:00

不能说的秘密

i know i'm abit late, but this movie is nice.
spent my afternoon watching this.
i wanted to watch this long ago but no time,
now? haha, i'm freeeeee!
so went off to play basketball&badminton with clement, alstar and esther.it was fun&grreaaat!esther, pls improve your cooking hahaha.all thanks to soya sauce and peper....Lol.meet up for basketball and badminton again, peeps(:all the best for your olevel maths, people!

2007-10-07T13:28:00.000+08:00

break.
i dont want to be late to wish,

Shiyin,

Happy Birthday!

enjoy ur sweet sixteen!

hope you like the brownie and the suprise call;D

lovelove!

with the birthday girl

& the brownie

VVVVVVV

esther and me went to jasmine's house to bake this ^, i can say it is "easy", going through many "experiments". haa. anyway, i manage to make it edible. i hope it taste nice;D if you cant see properly, the word is 'Love you', cus the word, happy birthday is too long. look nice uh?

my three crazy friends.

let's have a belated happy 16th birthday celebration for us after our examinations, babes!

loved.

2007-10-05T01:04:00.000+08:00

changing blog's skin again, i love it(:

i don't know what God's plan for me, i don't know how my future will be.

but i know i am the only one who can know what my future will be like. depend on now!

is the choice you made, & yea sometimes you cannot make your own choices.

you had to follow what people ask you to do.

a "choice" like that can change you(it nothing bad anyway!), change the people around you,

if you're willing to sacrifice and look to another view, you've already win yourself and win others!

yea, change, to be someone who is extraordinary, someone who is a worldshaker.

first, change yourself, then your family(they need me.)

first step of Faith.

hmmm, so why not?(:

HongKong, so here i come, independence, here i come! =D

hahaha, and jasminelo:D She had been a great accompany! she came over to my house 2times, and we were intending to sleep & study when we wake up but lying on bed make us go chatty, we started to chat like nobody business! and i realised on bed, we then can chat so much and we chatted until night. Funny lady she is. i love her company, she never fail to come out with crazy ideas and make me laugh. and our topics always have, "ru guo ni...... ni hui zen men yang?"haha! aiya,we just do anything & chat ~~under~~on the ~~sun~~ bed i mean. haha. enjoyed being with her, bet my grandmum too... haha!:D

anyway, going to study tmr, going back to school to study!=D

School is a good place for revision, i think.

seeya!

2007-10-02T12:56:00.000+08:00

Hello, i am back.

Pictures! :D

With sister!

"through all the darkest things that had happened in our life, we still stand up of what we believe."

Yea!

we'll support each other no matter what!(:

edited, loved!

all thanks to this today!

Good for exam!(who burn midnight oil!)

thanks hur!(:

Mug hard to all N level's peeps!

cus it gonna come to the end!

enjoy the very last moment of it!(:

& those who are taking end of year examinations,

jiayou!

yayayayayayay!

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Alright, in a midst of examinations, N level. hehe! finallly, its here and it gonna end soon. had been burning midnight oil, on sat, sunday, yesterday... it was tiring, i only had 3 hours of sleep each day. i hope my effort will paid off(: studying is tiring:(, finally, is over, all those memorise subjects was over, now, need to practice for POA and math, aimming for A. i hope i can do it & i got high hopes on this two subjects. but have you heard of high hopes, higher disappointment. i am afraid i will be. *head down* 'sigh' i dont know whether you all have this problem anot, espically taking a very important examinations. you're afraid that you forget write your name or you shade wrong index number, or you worry that you skip one page, do wrongly, never read instructions, careless mistakes, keep checking and checking your paper, or you are worry that the markers in cambrigde dont understand your handwritting, worst till, minus marks... or add wrongly the mark or erm, mark wrongly and somemore, not checking the paper once again..... i dont know, i am like that, i keep worrying that and this. when exams are over, you will ask your friends whether is easy anot, if they say is easy & you dont feel is easy, you start to worry. argh, i dont know..... why am i like that? issit some kind of exams illness. haha i dont know. maybe too stress already. nah, i will be alright.i think i'm just just releasing stress...

& ya, cus i rmb this three sentences, worry is unproductive, worry is unreasonable, worry is unnecessary!

so ya, why worry? cool man(:

went esther's house to study overnight after svc on sat, i am proud of myself that i managed to stay awake for the whole night! guess esther too. hahaha! oh ya, i realised one funny thing, that all sisters are the same to their elder sisters. like me and esther's sister, jasmine. haha, funny, we always will force our sisters to say goodnight to us and some said some mushy words like "jie jie, hug hug, muack muack, kiss kiss" before we go to bed. LOL. we're the same. we just simply need our sister's attentions so badly. haha! lame, no, we're just pure & CUTEZz, younger sister ruleZzz man! (very random!) overnight studying is good for memorising, i think! right, esther? enjoyed studying with you too:D

okay, haha! nothing much anyway! :D bye then.

You're my freedom, You're the reason.

2007-09-24T18:11:00.000+08:00

Happy Mooncake festival;D

yumyum!:P

:DDD

2007-09-20T15:50:00.001+08:00

Faith without works is dead. yea, indeed, Faith is important, the faith in God is important, however without your work, you cannot succeed in what God wants to give you. He had planned for you in everything, but you too, need to do something. i am talking in everything and anything. it takes two hands to clap, you see.
Last lap to N level already, mugging is necessary. almost everyday was doing revision for Poa. Numbers, $$$, credit and debit, in my head everyday! Prelim results had been out, i am very satisfied with it, but i can do and aim better. "Seek ye first the Kingdom of God, and all things shall be added to you"yes! it boost up my confidence and motivation. tie a knot and hang on!
i really hope to do well. Not for others but myself and God. God, i want miracle to happen! free to fly after and all!
had been feeling very tired this week, back all aching, dying for a massage. when i just lie down on my bed or sofa, i just immediately went into lala land and dream. after my Ns, i shall have my sleep and recharge for 24hours!
chatting&sharing with Isabel and Huizhen about our own personal pasts, had been a greaaat time! those childhood memories can make us laugh until maddddd. looking at the past, i change. looking at the future, i wonder. people who we knew, come and go, friends until now, is indeed not easy to last for so long. thank God, my primary school friends are in the same school now. in the future, it will not be as easy as now. those memories are really memorable. We should keep every friendships in constant repair. Follow your hear,the heart shall speak, people never say follow your mind or worst never follow your emotional unless you sort it out.
hmmmmmm...
million of words in my heart, unexplainable but want-ing to voice out. i just don't know how to express it out.
I need to talk.

my best friend, Jesus.

2007-09-17T18:46:00.000+08:00

familiar right? haha!
This theme song is from the show, Fu man ren jian, wok of life.
Awesome show!
It was one of the most memorable shows and my favourites show on channel 8 when i was still studying in primary school, super entertaining, funny and nice i tell you!
Every Sunday, channel 8, 4.30pm.
It brighten up my Sunday!:D

2007-09-16T16:16:00.000+08:00

best friends! <3

Dearest Shiyin & Olivia <3

Jessica & Olivia <3

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2007-09-16T15:17:00.000+08:00

Fellowship @ vivo city after service.

pictures with shiyin&esther plus clement.

Darlings.

With Clement,

Best Friends for years!

esther, shiyin, olivia ; love love!

clement said they are agriculturing?

LOL.

lamer.=.='''

study hard friends!(:

will update more.

I love my God.

byebye.

2007-09-14T11:00:00.000+08:00

Finally, prelims had come to the end.
all those days of mugging at night,
but it not going to end, must double already.
Nlevels is drawing near... very near.
the number one killer for students is examnation (Nlevel & O level are like cancer.)
sound so serious.

staying over at shiyin's house to mug POA tgt for the past two days.
love shiyin(:
money& numbers in my mind.
finally POA's over.
havent have much sleep, so tired&sleepy now.....
but cannot sleep, need to go back school later...
guess have to wait until at night.
i miss my bed very much.

oh ya, the earthquake, what an experience!
haha, i thought ghost shaking my chair
or QQ biting the chair. =.='''

Dont wanna walk this road alone,

cus in you i found my destiny.

With you, i walk the narrow way.

As long as i have faith,

you'll be there for me

always &.. forever.

2007-09-12T11:29:00.000+08:00

school ended early today. ytd i was studying math on my bed, no doubt, i fall asleep with my textbooks on the way to the morning. i'm going to sleep later. POA, here i come.
today math paper was okay. and the circle question really crack my head. i thought i am going to give up, but the last 10mins, i decide to go back to the question again and TADA, i manage to solve it! :D I'm so proud of myself... haha! now i know, never give up, even it is the last minute.
yesterday was rainy day, i hate yesterday, smelly and cold. it was so funny. esther, shiyin and i was stuck in the rain, and we're rushing for exams.. we're stuck in the middle of the rain, holding a small umbrella that cannot fit all of us. feeling so helpless and cold, all drenched! we decide to fetch a cab.....(though it was just only a few walks.) haha, there's no cab, i mean no cab wanted to fetch us. was left with no other choice le... but God sent us a angel, the angel was a auntie, she decide to lend a bigger umbrella. thank God! i didnt fall a sick. science was errr... physic can la, chemistry mah, haha. (i fall asleep when studying. sigh.) overall, never give up! :D mugging in process...

hmm, sometimes, there're things i cannot handle or control. but there're things i can handle and control. is just the matter whether you want to do it anot... sigh, i really dont know how to handle, or actually fear is holding you back. i dont know... i just want everything to be okay.
maybe i think to much... carry my emotionals easily. sigh, is hard to find someone to talk to, who understand your feelings. i'm glad, there's Jesus.

He's the way, the truth and the light.

i do want a change seriously. in myself.

everyday routine, exam, eat, sleep, study... (in between got relax abit, play com & watch tv. )
faster come and end.

Fly away.

2007-09-11T15:29:00.000+08:00

Huizhen, jessica, olivia, isabel ; lovelove.

yes, i'm back once again. phewww. prelims are going to over, second half of the N levels are getting nearer. i want to do well no matter what. no matter how many hours of sleep i'm going to miss or how many television programmes i'm going to miss, i will still going to spend my time mugging until N levels end. i had regretted for not putting much efforts in my N levels but this is not the end yet, Nlevel has not ended yet. i can still work hard now. Olivia, jia you!

Oh God, dear God, help me. God had planned for me, my future, my everything.that why, i am assured and not worry.(:

argh, had been burning midnight oil this past few days. thanks for sister's accompany. although she didnt help me on my studies but at least she help me by not sleeping, so i'll not be tempt to sleep but study. what a great help uh, jie! haha.

it's time to chiong! chiong ar~

change my blogskin! i know it still look the same but at least the picture up there and fronts are different!(:

a change is good.

Yes, change! i want to see the change, in myself, my heart and my attitude. the year is going to past, i am getting older...

i need discipline, self-control, emotional control and time management. what else?

Even my cell group has 'change', from N337 to E458. haha, i mean multiplied. finally, ever since i came in to N337, i had been hearing them saying, our cell group are going to multiply. after after emerge, after that and this, after FOP, after bleah bleah, and YES, finally, it is officially multipled last month to E458! and i gladly to say i am in my second cell group with Michelle being our cell group leader. A new walk, a new beginning, a new journey with God. Go E458! :D wonder what will God bring us to? excited?

N337 Cg multiplication chalet had been held last two weeks. overall, it was fun(: cherish more times with N337. had been a great cell group. i will never never forget my first cell group. how many laughters, joy and happy times we been through, the spiritual growth we seen each other. & the queing up, the fellowships with one another, friends to a family...etc. the times with N337 had almost taken my one year. Go N337 too! :D

more to come! breakthroughs and more breakthroughs! :D get prepared!

the walk with God is never easy.

"...But the hand of the Lord was strong upon me."

i like rainy days but not today. grr...

photos taken during the cg's chalet.

olivia, isabel, esther.

olivia, jessica, candice

isabel, cedkoh, olivia

shawn:D

hngyi:D

candice:D

With my cgms,

bye!

2007-09-07T03:02:00.000+08:00

Hello, i am back(:
times really fly, like one year never come to my blog alr. -.-
oh well, anyway..............

25August07
Yes! i've been water baptism.
is a breakthrough! :D
Now my name is Olivia Faith Low.
i'm proud to be a child of God.
okay now let me talk about my name!

Before coming to christ,
My name is Olivia Fear Low,
but now after i come to christ my name is Olivia Faith Low.
Now, i am a faith person in God.
Fear is now replace by Faith.
& i know the road is deep, the valley is long, the ocean wide infront of me.
BUT GOD saved the day.
i put all my faith in God, no matters what.
God of my forever.

& now the biggest thing i need to conquer is my Nlevel.
i nearly give up.
but not again.
~~GIVE UP~~
i put all faith in the Lord now.
He had already planned everything for me.

i am Faith now, dont play play.

for this past two weeks, had been burning midnight oil, not getting enough sleep.
going to mac study midnight with sis, zhen, josh and can last two weeks.
go home and sleep again, go out study.
SUBWAY!
muahahahaha with hngyi and fuqi too(:
i super proud of myself cus i studied.
study study study
Nlevel, Prelims, Nlevel.
this week, tiring week for me!
and emotionals attack!
i manage to defend back(:

youth camp today.
wasnt in a very good mood,
a bad attitude.
but ya know,
there're angels all around.
God send angels down you see.
haha. manage to cheer up.
no, i mean i am totally alright now!
why?
cus God is good, all the time!
Faith leh.

True love waits.
true love is worth waiting.
why dont you just wait?
i'm willing.

Of cus, photos!

congrats!

i'm so proud of him! God send this child.

you see beautiful angels.

okay, buai.

2007-08-24T20:00:00.000+08:00

Feeling : TIRED. :O

Busy week.
didnt had much sleep this week.
i am going to turn in early today, charge up my energy.
Havent been seeing yasmin for a long time, when she saw me, she said i looked very haggard.
Yes indeed.
Do well Yasmin & Cindy for your Olevel. you all huh look very relax haha! All the best! :DDD
today asked Mrs Selvam go through my english, i managed to ask her where is my problem. she told me, my composition i wrote is how i always speak to people, more like talking not writing. now, i realized. and i am going practice on my eng. Actually, blogging can help. (:
i am very stressed about my exams, it make me feel very tired, i dont know why...... sigh. Just cannot focus well.
Had been feeling very moody this few days.... :(
My girlfriends'll never fail to cheer me up when i'm down and moody. They are there to always make me happy and cheer me up. thank you girlfriends.(:

More laughters than gloomy. :D

23August07. Drama, True Love Waits.

Isabel, Jessica & Huizhen! :DDD

Olivia, Isabel and Jessica! :DDD

My two beloved;

All about fun. :D

Anyway, Happy Birthday to Hng yi and clement!
:D

Make a wish!

Clement

&

hngyi,

(:

Off to sleep. Big day tmr! :D

2007-08-22T14:08:00.000+08:00

Hear no evil, See no evil, Speak No evil.
We are the Women of God! :D

Beautiful. (:(:(:

captured the past.

hello, i am back for awhile.
had been studying on my bed for this few days, and yes i know it is not encourage to study on bed becus after a few seconds(for me) or minutes, you will find yourself in lalala dreamland. well...so, i suggest study outside will be the best way for me. (:

struggle struggle struggle for prelims and Nlevel. i seriously need motivation and discipline.
mugging mugging mugging should be what i should do.
I mustn't be discourage.

gone through alot of things this few weeks, emotionally, physically and spiritually. and i really thank God for always being with me. (: i am easily take away and always find myself hard to overcome it well. But i can always hide under the shadow of God and find rest.
God can heal me, God can strenghten me, God can give me rest & give me security.

Friends,
i know there are friends who will stand by my side supporting me through.
you know who you are, (yes, is you!) i know you care for me and i will like to let you know i care for you alot too. & You once said to me, you said,'anyway, no matter what dont be afraid i'll be there for you, you're not alone.' i want to tell you this too. dont keep everything to your heart.
No matter how busy or tired we're, you will never leave my mind. i think of you always. I'll be there for you. I really find the importantance of how friends really help when you're down.
And i'm really glad that you care and you responded on how you feel. it show me that i am actually so loved by you. Thank you for supporting me always and never fail to make me laugh. True friends never leave you. i am touched. i feel that friendships cant grow if one cant be truthful to one. being truthful is very important.
Now, is the time, we need to test our perseverance, girls, we need to study hard and really encourage each other. Dont worry all of you! (: we can do it. Jiayou.

Had been really blessed by CHC, pastors came to preach like Dr Joyce Meyer and Dr A.R Bernard. & the prayer meeting yesterday. what can i say, i am getting closer & closer to God.
guess everyone was very inspired of what they had preached. Like Dr Joyce Meyer said that in this world, there'll be 10% people who hate us, but why concentrate on these 10% but those 90% who really care and love us. Love your enemies, Love can heal wounds.
Dr Joyce Meyer is a really good testimony, she forgave her dad who had been sexually abused her for 15years. if she can do that, why cant we? Because she let go of her past and had recieved God's love. She also mentioned that christians cannot be miserable becus our God had already plan everything for us. as long as you have faith in the Lord.
and she also said God had given us supernatural gifts but the most powerfu gift that God had given is LOVE. yea, i felt loved.
i feel that i've grow even stronger and stronger in the Lord.
Visions and Dreams, i am ready to see it for myself.(:

I love my Lord forever. Water baptism, get ready!:DDD

Happy birthday to all those August's babies! :D

going back to school to study with Jas & Shiyin.
see the benefit of staying so near my school. haha. :D

2007-08-18T01:53:00.000+08:00

for me.

Sometimes, you wonder why did you God placed you here?
a broken family, the people you meet & blah blah blah blah...
negative comments, negative thoughts, negative blah blah blah blah...
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm,
i know why
To be stronger & stronger
If everything is perfect, you dont need God.
you can depend on Him in everythinng
see the Love He gave you?
He had gave you the Love you searching for,
the security you searching for,
the happiness you searching for.
everything you searching for.
live happily in the completely trust in Him.
He trust you alot.
How many times you dissapointed Him, how many times you turn away from Him, how many times you didnt depend on Him and only depend on yourself, how many times you lost faith in Him? But still,
Did He leave you? No.
He's behind you always. He's with you always.
He's all you need.
How many times you recieved negative comments?
how many times people make you feel discourage?
how many times you want to give up?
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
is just to make your stronger, motivate yourself, proof to them!
as long as you did ur best.
you yourself know the best.
He is bigger than all this. much much more bigger........
He is powerful you cant doubt..
dont playplay.....
and
i am so amazed about my dream.
hahahahahahahahhahahahahhaha!

2007-08-18T01:36:00.000+08:00

God of my forever
And forever i with you
My life is saved with a price
Your sacrifice redeemed my soul

God of my forever
And forever i will sing
My greatest honor will always be
To serve my Lord and King.

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God of my youth i remember,
Your call on my life took me o'er
Your Love has seen me through all my days
I stand here by your grace

On this altar i've written my life
Tells of a story i have with you My Lord
I want the world to know

God of my all i've surrended
My heart finds its rest in Your word
Praises will not be enough to show
How my Love for you has grown

Noting matters when You're here with me
In the end just to hear You say
"Well Done, Olivia"
Bowing before Your throne

Forever and ever
Jesus You alone in Glory reign
Forever and ever
With You i'll walk this narrow way

2007-08-16T21:46:00.000+08:00

hehe, is not ur msn, dont worry, is my blog's song! :D

Mayday! my favourite chinese band. :D
Their new song!!!!!!!!!! <3<3<3

back for a while!
chinese and ss prelims just ended, phewww... ss can make you crazy uh!
more to come!
now need to work double hard after Nlevel can wheeee!
got alot to do after Nlevel! cant wait for the trip! yipee!
study study study!
monday, went study at School library with hng yi, fuqi and shiyin(er, no she just come and pollute some noise and laughters. LOL. Super funny girl.)

anyway, study hard peeps! we can do it. (: ENDURE ENDURE.

oh and some photos!

during FOP, isabel, candice and me.

After svc, with hngyi.

and with darryl,

and last,

what a face? -.-
i mean my sister not me. haha.

okay bye got to go!

2007-08-09T01:39:00.000+08:00

Happy 42nd Birthday to Singapore.
had been a amazing country.
Bless to be in Singapore. (:

celebration.
felt really bad not performing for NDP.
first time watching NDP as an audience.
had a wonderful time singing songs and hehe^^ bullying my classmates, esp ksquare:D.
went home after that.

i lost my glasses lens! i miss wearing glasses so much.

meet up with shiyun cab to east coast together.
chatting in the cab with her & she was telling me her problems, i really wish to help her but just don't know how to do or say. i was speechless at that moment. sigh. feel alot for her.
BBQing. Esther and i felt really bad for not going to band and coming for this bbq.
haha, but after awhile we okay already... (:cus we are still band members anyway.
anyway, all thanks to my band members helping Esther & me to take food! paiseh mah haha.
(:(:(:
we only know how to mankan and 'ordering'. LOL. thanks anyway!

after that, went over to jasmine house.
intend to rollerblade, but due to some reasons, we cancelled and stay at her house & watch tv.
her house living room very suitable to watch television tgt. love the atmosphere there, just don't know why.
went up to her room and sigh, jasmine start to do what she always love to do
-to scare us(off the light, watch horror movie, scaring us and hear locky's barking.)
haha. Hmph, i am training myself to be more braver. her scaring nothing to me! LOL.
watched 28weeks later,a zombie movie. and i find zombies are really crapsss. DUH.
so continue to slack and watch tv at her house.

leave jasmine's house to find the others.
meet up with huiying, cindy and the rest.
actually wanted to go back and bbq, but then no food left and they are leaving. so meet up with them and went back to aljunied.
as usual chit chat with huiying till midnight.
she is a understanding girl and a friend who i can trust her 100%.
able to pour out to her my everything.
hmmm, no wonder she is my best friend for so long and we never fail to run out of topics even we are busy with our own life.
when we meet up, we always can chat for hours!
i love black!
haha, and i miss her untidy house! haha.

okay bye. my eyelids are getting heavier, strength needed to be charge up.
so night everyone! :D

2007-08-07T23:57:00.000+08:00

I can sleep all day long at home.
i sleep so much like nobody business.
The sleeper must awaken.

it's time to mug hard.
and if you are still sleeping,
please wake yourself up and stop dreaming.
come back to the reality.
The true is,
N's is coming!
prelims is drawing near.
& it is all about to discipline myself to study.

Hmmmm,

bye bye!

2007-08-06T16:43:00.000+08:00

It been a long time since we went rollarblade at east coast.
Last thursday went rollarblade with Shiyin, Jasmine & Huiying.
and it was em, actually a bad one. haha. tiring one.
but overall, can train my rollarblading skills haha. (:
there was fun anyway, adventures everywhere! :D

my all times favourite! :D black.

candid shot. Love.

bye!

wont be updating too often.
Study first. (:
All the best to everyone taking their prelims. :D

2007-08-06T15:48:00.000+08:00

FESTIVAL OF PRAISE! 3rd August to 5Th August.
all Christians in Singapore gather together for an amazing time in God presence with Pastor Phil Pringle, Delirious? and Don Moen. :D
the music and words were GREAT!
was educate, encourage and empower by everything!
Renewed us in Christ.
I enjoyed every sessions very much.

His smile can kill! (:

Sisters! ready for FOP! :D

Olivia and Michelle! :D

Olivia and Heng Yi,my brother. (:

We sisters just love taking photos. (: haha!

With my niang! haha.

James.

yea, i am actually taller than him. aha!

Pastor Phil preaching is really good.
he is like bringing the bible alive.
his paintings were so creative and nice.
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1)Give thanks to the Lord always.
2)He sleep because he want us to wake up.
3)Quiet time is about connecting to God.
His words really impacted us. (:

"Draw close to him and he will draw close to you."

~~Visions and dreams~~
~~influence and art?~~
i just want to tell him everything...

Oh ya, not forgetting a picture i took with him.
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Tada! :D

2007-08-06T15:21:00.000+08:00

Deliverance 28 & 29 July

Pictures first then words.

The Foursome, Olivia, Jasmine, Shiyin and Esther.

With Michelle. (:

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& then, Isabel(she just love taking pictures with us, esp with me. sigh!)

Me and Eleanore. :D

Candice and Olivia. :D

Jon and Olivia. :D

Shopping and fellowship-ing at city area after the svc on Sunday!
&
This is what we girls always do in the toliet.

Candice, Huizhen, Jessica, Isabel & Olivia! :D
we just simply rocks!

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My God.
I experienced the presence and his touch.
So mightly and peaceful.
He is so powerful that he is the one & only who can save me from all evils.
He sent down angels to help me & talk to me.
I am so loved by him.
And now, i am reborn again, his new creation.
I am happy to be in the truth.
i cried everything out to you.
I found the joy in my heart. (:
Lord, i love you forever.
the greatest love of all is mine.

2007-07-28T00:01:00.000+08:00

There're some photos which i havent post yet, (photos were edited)
so ya, enjoy. (;

Sisters of N337!

Actresses! :D

Drama-tists!

Family Portrait ! LOL!

Gmss Revival. :D

Great People In Life! :D

Michell and Isabel. :D

Michelle and Candice. :D

Olivia and Michelle

N337!

CLASH!

Before i end,
Today is Shiyun's birthday,
Happy Birthday Xiao Yun!
My beloved senior, all the best for your Olevel! :D
you're leaving soon with huiying! :(

With you all, there are always fun! love!

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Any doubts and dilemma.
He is the truth, the way and the light.
There're times,
God send people to speak to us, to encourage us and to teach us. :D

2007-07-26T16:09:00.000+08:00

Door, either you open it or close it.

Door is like a key to a heart.

You choose the right time to open and close.

.......

Jesus,

He is always outside waiting for you to open the door to your heart.

He is not a robber,

he wont force the door to open for him to go in

or neither he will force you to open the door.

He is alone

and he wont never leave.

He will only be patient and wait for you to open your door

so that he can walk into your heart

and hear your heart speak.

Do you want to keep him waiting?

.......

For there i find you waiting,

And there i found released.

With all my heart i worship,

And unto you i sing.

.......

Loved.

Water Baptism, I am fighting for it.

I am very sure about it already & i am prepare.

Hmmm,

How about, Olivia Faith Low? :D

2007-07-24T19:33:00.000+08:00

Arts Night's Pictures (29June & 30June) !

Gwyn's birthday party and others! (Last Week) !

enjoy!

2007-07-24T00:36:00.000+08:00

Back. sorry for not updating!
life's busy than never before but more colourful than before! :D
One life, live it to the fullest.

N level Chinese and English oral had ended.
My shoulders has lesser stress now.
BUT THEN,
Prelims getting closer and closer, not to say N level. :(
Esther, Shiyin, Jasmine & Huiying, it's time to study. Study tgt soon every after school okay! :D
Shiyun, i want to study with you! :D
Olivia, Jia you! :D

Having difference experiences are great!
Of cus having experiences that can use your talents!
& I'm loving it!

Svcs last week was GREAT! :D
Yea, cant wait for this coming svcs, deliverance! :D

Oh yea pictures soon!

I WILL BE BACK.

2007-07-17T22:29:00.000+08:00

Sometimes you will feel so tired that you want to runaway & take a break from everything.

There's so much to do but little time left.

SIGH.

You wanted to give up but something just hold you.

& it is your future.

Your future motivate you to work hard.

After all, the end is always beautiful after a long run.

Is never too late or too early,

as long as you work hard.

Overall, you deserve everything good.

Sigh, sometimes is hard to focus things in the right time.

you always have lots of distractions & temptations in your mind.

Control yourself, Olivia!

Sometimes you feel very emotional,

you wanted to be alone.

you feel so emo.

because life didnt go in your way

people didnt go in your way.

negative thoughts appear in your mind.

Instead of hiding in your heart, why not you share out to your close ones?

it make you feel much better &

positive thoughts will kill always those negative thoughts.

i feel much better to say out problems and solve it straight away.

Dont not fear,Olivia!

I'm glad i met Jesus in my life. (:

2007-07-14T02:19:00.000+08:00

13July!
Happy 16Th Birthday to me!

Finally, I'm officially sixteen years old.
And this year is totally different from the past 16 years.
Why?
Because i came to know my God.
I am so blessed by him.
Why?
1) His presence!
2)My family!
3) Friends & N337!
I'm so blessed with them!
Thank you for making my birthday so wonderful & memorable.
The special & wonderful gifts you all bought & made for me. i am so touched.
Just wishing me a 'Happy Birthday' will make me feel on top of the world.
cus at least you all rmb.
Thank you friends,
Candice,Jasmine(always suprising me before my birthday with a cake), Fuqi, my classmates & friends!:D
& of cus, N337, my spiritual family!:D
not forgetting, My Lord. :DDD
The most precious gift i have from him.
i'll never forget.

Birthday cake!

Blow the candles.

My present!

My clique. (: LOVE THEM!

Isabel & Me.

Long time ago.
Bel, Via, Can, Zhen!

Candice & Me!

Jonathan Tan again!

Arts Night Photos coming soon! Stay tune! (:

bye!
LOVED. (:

2007-07-12T16:09:00.000+08:00

Hello, sorry for not updating.
internet is down.

welll, life's pretty good.
school is fine & fun.

Arts Night had finally ended two weeks ago.
three days at singapore poly.
& i get to know my band members more.
xiaoyun & shermain! (:(: i love fooling around with them! haha.
get to meet my ex-seniors! (:
well, is worth.
& the gaining of experience. (:
Thankyou everyone. :D
good.
pictures soon.

Back to school now.
less sleep, study more.
yea, jia you olivia. :D

i just dont know how to describe how to write it here.
but i really really really LOVE my GOD.

:D

update more!

bye for now.

oh ya,
TMR.
FINALLY!
i am so happy i live for 16 years!
& this is just the beginning...
One Life, i live it to the fullest. :D

2007-06-25T18:50:00.000+08:00

first day of school today.
yea, school was never bored with jasmine around.
we promised to pay attention in class and not to talk craps anymore.
but i think we failed again. ha ha. oh well...
Band, was waiting & waiting, for the time to pass.
finally, it ended & i learnt how to play the Grand march.
performance is nearer & this whole week is all rehearsals. oh no!

well, don't intend to blog today but the com is tempting me & i want to blog abt smth.
mom left Singapore today.
had a great time ytd.
the best thing on earth to do is to spend time tgt with mum & sis.
we shared stuffs, like church. I'm so happy she is okay with it. (:
she also share with us, how obstacles came to her, the stress she's facing.
i finally realised, my mum is strong, but she is also weak.
she always want to show us how independent she is, a great mum in front of us.
now i know, whatever things she do, like working overseas.
the only reason she's so willing to do because she want the best of us & also want to show the best of her to us.
yesterday, i stand on her shoes and thought of her. she's indeed a great mum. (:
i thank God for Her.
& letting me put down all the grudges & the unhappiness i had with her.

because of what i believe and pray for, God answers my prayer & had do something for my family. i hope mum knows.
i am glad everything is okay now...
Thank you Lord. (:

i am going to study everyday. i hope to.
Nlevel is drawing near. :(

2007-06-24T10:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY ESTHER!
enjoy your 16th birthday. (:

School is reopening tomorrow & that means Nlevel is getting nearer & nearer.

New building, new environment, new classroom, new table, new chair & new route for school(yay!)
i can sleep more. (:

i regretted how come i didn't do well in my PSLE and have to study another one year in secondary.
i want to one shoot finish my Olevel and end my secondary school life.
& this year mye didn't did well enough.

Now!
i cant cry over a spilt milk, what had done had already done.
now, is already half of the year, i rest and slack enough for the past six months.
is really time to mug hard and get serious. cant play play.
Change Thinking, Change Living.
as long as i work hard, i will reap what i sow. i put it my effort, i will do my best.
i will be a over comer to overcome my tiredness and laziness to do everything.
Michelle is right, keep stepping out, don't keep staying at the same spot, nothing will happen.
Look forward & up, don't look back & down.
if i do nothing, then i dont deserve anything.
if i do something with all my heart, i deserve something GOOD.
i am aiming for the Best for everything. (:
most importantly, i must focus on the right things,
Jesus(church, cg), Studies(Nlevel & Olevel)

He found me love beyond all reasons.
He gave me a new Olivia.
He taught me.
He give me rest & comfort.
He is always there for me.
& i love him because he first love me.
what can i still ask for, what can i be afraid of?
Thank you, Father.
loved!

Pictures! :D

candice and me. (:

isabel, olivia & candice. (:

olivia and michelle. (:

Some emerge's photos found in candice's phone.

Candice and Olivia. Sweet!

Olivia,Howe,Candice. (i like the effect.)

Olivia and Reid.

Olivia and JonathanTanGuBoon.

Mum's back, got to accompany her.
& prepare for school tmr.
homeworks....... ar ar ar argh!
Band.
starting for tmr, practices until 6pm.
Monday, tuesday, wednesday & thursday.
arts night is coming.
Friday (29June), Saturday(30June)
sigh, shiyun, cindy & yasmin i need you all.
last minute hard work, bo bian.

2007-06-21T09:44:00.000+08:00

i didn't know that you will become so high if you stay awake the whole night.
well, i tried yesterday. you can try too.
LAUGHS!

& finally,
i bought my very own bible!
heehee.

2007-06-19T12:56:00.000+08:00

Disney alive! (:(:(:

Minne & Mickey!

Pooh and Goofy!

Mulan and the pirate.

you will never want to meet this kitten! haha.

overall, hongkong disneyland is fun.

emerge pictures are at June 4 post.

2007-06-16T17:54:00.000+08:00

HongKong's pictures first (in case my phone's usb dont work)
oh ya, My uncle bless me a new phone, N73. haha!

Oh my goodness, i am so in love with this Doll house at Disneyland.
i spent 'hours' looking at this.
it was freaking beautiful that i wish i can bring home & even live inside.
my dream home! (:

Mom's house was like a pet shop!
there's kitten, dog and rabbit!
Baobao, Weiwei & Fuyan(nice name!)
& they are so cute & playful(esp the kitten)
& they are okay living with each other. whoa!
i felt so disgusted about pple eating pets. eee.

Fuyan & me! :D
i still prefer QQ. haha.

Sisters!

me! (:

we went Huizhou(part of China).
visit our friends.
& everything was blessed by them.
hehe.
& hotel! staying w/o mom for the first time!
cheerios to me, i am not afraid at all.
sis was the one who cant sleep cus she was afraid to sleep alone! muahahaha!
we all kana HK's feet. LOL!

FOODS THERE TASTE SO HEAVENLY.
Bad or good?

DRAMAssssss TIME. YAY!

MORE TO COME! :DDD

loved!

2007-06-16T16:54:00.000+08:00

Hello, everyone!
i'm back from Hongkong!
Going oversea was always fun! yea, enjoyed myself.
& of cus, visiting my mummy that i havent been seeing her for months.
all is worth! :D
will mention more!(stay tune!)
yea yea, i know u all miss me. hahaha~
you dont know how much i missssss my homeland, Singapore.
i have home sick!

agrh~ sis and i missed youth camp!
shshsh! dont mention in front of us abt youth camp!
i know is super fun. :(

pictures soon!
1)Emerge's photos!
2)Hongkong's pictures!

i am going to play with Qq now. he totally forget me! ugrh!

bye!

2007-06-11T01:58:00.000+08:00

Off to hongkong. (:
& well, sigh!
Test test.

bye everyone. :D

2007-06-04T17:12:00.000+08:00

Photos to share! (Emerge!) (:

With Sydney! :D

with Vivi Wang! (:

Me, Huizhen & Jessica! (:

James & me! (:

With Cedric Koh. (:

Is here! (:
enjoy!

First day of emerge! (:

Second day of emerge!

Third day of emerge!

Last day of emerge!

I WILL EMERGE! :D

2007-06-04T03:28:00.000+08:00

Oh yea,
Emerge 2007 had finally ended, after so many days of queing up & waking up early, had finally came to the end. what can i say?

it change my life.

i am loving him more & more.

i'm more on fire on God!
Oh,

When worshiping God, i was asking God, where are you, Lord, are u with me now? why cant i feel you?

suddenly,

something touches me,

i saw him piggyback me...

and immediately i cried.

he was telling me that he is always there for me, carry me....

i was so touched.

thank you Lord.

photos soon! (:

& i cant wait for the next emerge!

2007-06-01T00:56:00.000+08:00

Emerge 2007! :DDD

2007-05-28T19:47:00.000+08:00

Changi Navy Open House 2007 was awesome!(25May)
had enjoyed myself with Jasmine, Esther,Shiyin & co. time is limited.
so, we decided to go again the next day! :D
Let pictures do the talking!
so do enjoy the pictures! ((:

Friends!

Models of the day!

LOL^^

Besties!

Superstars : Chen Diya & Darren !

Jet Ski!

This is so fun! :D

saturday!
bungee jump and banana boat!

wee~

Waiting!

overall had lots of fun !
sun burnt & muscle ache!

my phone is back.
amazing! ((:

let me hear you.

2007-05-28T01:36:00.000+08:00

maybe my punishment for laughing at shiyin for losing her phone is to lost my phone. Wthack. i lost my phone ytd. blame to all my blur-nessss ! :( & losing my phone can affect my mood for the whole day. now, i realised i really love my phone very much, my phone is so important to me. if u come back to me, i will cherish u even more. :( BUT... hehehehehehehehehehehehe,
really thank God, he answered my prayer! i found my phone, haha! yea, PTL !
you want to know how? keep pestering, keep calling your phone ! :D thankiew sister!
You dont know how my phone meant alot to me... got feelings one okay.

Went over to Eleanore's house & sleep, practising for glamour starlight audition. watch scary movie 4(wad a lame/funny show!) with Howe, browsing blogs/photos & chatting haha! slept in the morning.
yea, i miss home very much.

Howe!

Cindy tagged me this,

According to the rules of the meme:People who are tagged should write a blog post of seven weird things about them as well as state this rule clearly.In the end,you need to choose seven people to be tagged and list their names.Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their comments and tell them to read your blog.

1.I will laugh at nothing.
2.I talk nonsense to myself.
3.I sleep with my face on my both hands.
4.I can put my fist into my mouth.
5.I like to act when i am alone.
6.I like touching my love ones, eg.isabel.
7.I like ugly poses.

weird uh ?
hm mm, any seven of you! (:

Happy Birthday Jasmine Lo aka J.Lo, angmoh!
Finally sixteen! :D

Changi Navy Open House 2007! (stay tune!) :DDD

2007-05-24T16:58:00.000+08:00

Went Temasek Poly today for some IT talks! :D
well, was quite excited! haha! :DDD
overall we had fun! :DDD
podcasting & interviewing J.Lo(LOL!)! :DDD
went TM after that & Jasmine is always the one making us laugh.
aaaaaa~

photos taken at TP with Ishots! AHAHAHAA! FUNNY!

& happy b'day Gera (21May) !

(:

2007-05-23T14:06:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Dad! :DDD

Phew~ Got back my results for MYE already.
well, i did badly compared to last year.
pass every subject except for english.
english = all failed.
i must buck up my English.
the other subjects are only border line passing marks except for Math & Chinese.
but at least i passed. (:
so, well.. gonna study hard for Nlevel & prelims, i am not going to slack anymore!
N level leh don't play play leh! i want to take Olevel.
i must not disappointed those who believe in me, especially my dad & mom.
Add oil, Olivia & everyone! ^^

Skipped school on Monday & today.
was sticking to the computer, online & surfing the net.

Chatted with Candice on Monday in msn, (she mentions in her xanga.)
yes, we talked about interests and dreams that make me feel like posting in my blog.
we dont know what the future ahead of us and this makes us very tired about our passions.
We love Arts.
Artists are emotional and they tend to show their feelings externally. Random-emotions haunt us and we go down down again, troubling and thinking with a lot of stuffs. yes,indeed!
live to dream! (: & with God all things are possible.

Chatted with Shiyin on msn earlier on. & suddenly felt that she changed a lot.
knew her since i was in primary three. &rmbering that time she always bully me, asked me to buy her expensive stationary. & becus afraid that she dont want to friend me (primary school mah),so i bought for her. T.T (no wonder i'm so poor that time) haha. and her stubbornness & temper that we always had to give in to her.
her childishness.*shake head*
& now she is muchmuch more better. haha. a understanding & caring friend!
she's a great listener/advisers & a more mature thinking person! turning to a pretty lady.
but she never stop bullying me! :(
but this girl always love to have lots of fun & love crapping! hard to study with her, cus we always ended up playing! :X
haha, shiyin, my 8years+++ of best friend. (:
telling out our friends their negative characters is helping them. we love them that why we want to change them to a better person, so our friendships can last long. [: is better than talking negatively about them at their back.
now i learnt and realised... sigh.

everyone know i am a christian now. (:

2007-05-21T00:04:00.000+08:00

Photos ;

Family in Christ- N337

May Babies-Michelle, Jasmine, Howe & Huizhen!

^^see she's so happy, haha!

Best Friends/Girlfriends- Shiyin, Esther/Candice

2007-05-20T01:42:00.000+08:00

From today onwards, i'll learn to depend more on myself rather than depending on people.
He clean my heart & now my heart feel so light now. (:

2007-05-18T14:40:00.000+08:00

NE Journey- Singapore's Beauitful City.

Aeroplane's view. (model of Singapore's Town Area)

Day Time & Night Time City

High Tech

Flyer

:(
Everything has a limit.
dont think feelings or things appear this way & so you just assume is this way.
it can change okay.
Sigh, i am glad i have Jesus in life now.

2007-05-17T16:04:00.001+08:00

Everyone's doing the true friend test. haha

you're welcome to do. (: haha.

Create your own Friend Test here

LOL.

2007-05-16T23:42:00.000+08:00

Yay! after two weeks of examinations, it's finally over! 2007 Mid-year finally ended! successfully 'struggled' through. *clap hands*
here i'm, my beauty sleep! :DDD!
but all those early dismisses and late coming to school will also end. awww.....
& waiting for results is so scaryyy....
oh nevermind, shall enjoy my holiday having fun and studying(hope so!). (:

after our exams, went singpost to celebrate! sokeang blessing us lunch, thanks sokeang! :D
chatted and our topic nowadays is eating all kinds of meat and now jasmine, esther and me, we are anti-kfc becus of chickens. we talked about chickens every meal we had. FUNNY!
after our lunch, shiyin, esther and jasmine came to my house. it been a long time since we hang out together. and my house is the best! we watched movie on bed together. two movies- one horror and one comedy(old show!). overall, is fun, very fun, super fun! we laughed at each other, laughed at everything. & the part when four of us got scared together, that is super LOL. watching movies really can get our bonds closer! :D yea shiyin, Encore,Encore! stop pollution you! haha.
after that, shiyin&esther went home, so jasmine stay, we decide to sleep. but that girl became so high, was chatting with me non-stop, we chatted on bed for one hour. Finally, she let me sleep. (: and she went on entertaining herself. funny girl.
currently listening to Graduate(Friends Forever)! aww.

There's a miracle of friendship that dwells within the heart.
And you don’t know how it happens or where it gets its start.
But the happiness it brings you always gives a special lift.
Any you realize that friendship,
Is God's most perfect gift.

Friends are treasures! (:

looking through the old photos today, show esther and she was 'WHOA! is that ur sister?' Hahaha!

i don't know we're so cute in the past. haha.

this is not me and my sister. haa!

candid shot of shiyin haha.

Okay bye.

2007-05-14T15:18:00.000+08:00

Back to update.

oh, Happy Mother's Day!

Yea, exams are going to come to the end. times really pass fast. see june holiday, prelims, then Nlevel, 3 months of holiday then secondary five=mugging time ----- & Olevel. then gradurate! yay!
sigh, still long. back to reality.

is hard to study at home becus of temptations, so i tried different ways to study & ...
study alone outside with music(ipod) accompany is good. eh, works for me.

wait till after exams! :D

Bye for now.

looking forward -Sermon on the Mount & Emerge! :DDD

Study places! Photography!

Water Baptism.

Oh ya!
We were chatting about this topic today after exams.
Jasmine&i watch discovery channel last thursday about this.
& we were very agitated. we talk about many things.
oh k back, yes so did you heard about the Animals Cruelty?
the KFC and the China. there are many actually
maybe you can check it out in youtube, just type Animals Cruelty.
it is really horrible. Man actually did this to animals! >:(
God, please save them.
i love my QQ very much.

Lovely Qq.

2007-05-11T13:21:00.000+08:00

A Picture Speaks A Thousand Words.

& Waiting.

2007-05-06T01:28:00.000+08:00

One word! AMAZING!
i was totally heal! haha. was having fever & sore thoart before attending svc.
i was totally weak. headache, sleepy and backache.
but after attending service & mich praying for me, i totally was healed, all sickness gone. my voice came back during praise and worship. my strength came back. see, God is amazing, indeed my healer! (: i felt so happppy.

Lot of Photos to post! :D

sunglasses fun!

Beloved Bel bel

candice & me!

BOO! HAHA!

candice, olivia, isabel.

kharloo and me!

estherphua! haha!

HAHAHA!

howe!

Sun. (:

okay, bye! :D

2007-05-05T01:44:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Mom! :D

Exams are killing me. lacking of sleep! :(
how i wish time can pass quickly. is just the beginning.
so much to study... how i wish the time can turn back.
is so different from the past few years, i don't know why but must be i slack alot this year.
i always lost to laziness and tiredness. :(
midyear exams, sigh, *shake head*
exams ar exams. sigh.
i'm looking forward to holidays.

2007-04-28T23:34:00.000+08:00

Back.
spiderweb on my blog for one week plus. =.=
okay, i'll clear away.

there's lot to update but hmmmm....
Dine with Family at Hongkong cafe right after service & fellowship.
yes, it been a very long time...................
school, cca and church stuffs keep us busy, so didn't really had the time to accompany dad.
so ya, anyway,
we always felt blessed with dad cus all the yummy foods & dad's phone is superb! internet everywhere! haha!
so yup, photos will do the talking!
The Cute Low Family...
oh how cute! haha!

dad and sis.
and of cus there's me. haha.

told you, good and yummy foods!

last week, hair cut with jasminezzzz and esthernana.
SHE. lol!

well, hmm, good hairdo.

you cant imagine the craziness, the fun, the laughters with Jasminezzzz!
it make u want to laugh to death.
always so angmoh-lish, funfunny and super crappy!

told you, she's totally crazy.
LOL!

i had this quote when i was primary school,
"smile as wide as you can."
see, i did it! yay!
Alright, bye!

Examssss comingggggggg!
oh myyyyy!
sigh!

2007-04-19T19:58:00.001+08:00

okay, i'm back.

well, saw this public telephone yesterday.
i found it very unipue. (;
ARTISTIC.
enjoy! :D

& i had a wonderful late lunch with kweikee, sokeang and esther (yallow) ytd!
of cus la~ i was blessed! eh, thank ksquare! :D
there're lots to be done with them! :D
lovelove!

there's something make me want to laugh about. oh my! haa!
lastly, i love my friends very muchie.
study hard, peeps!

k, bye.